Sunday, 3 December 2017

So, I'm back again!

I guess this is my longest absence from the blog ever! I'm not even sure why I stopped blogging at the first place. I had photos (a few ones but it's better than nothing) and I just couldn't do it. I had a bad time about my criativity and I'm trying to turn around and be more active again. I really wish I can keep the blog alive this time.
A few weeks ago, I thought about deleting my blog, even though it gave me pleasure and kept me motivated to photograph. But there's a lot of things I don't like in it and I don't feel that I'm good enough at photographing. At the same time, if I don't practice, I can't become good at something. So I decided to keep it and start using it again. Then here I am.
Last couple of weeks have been a little tough for me because: anxiety. And I'm very bad at acknowledging my own feelings, what's bad because I don't know how to deal with them! But I got a brand new desk this week and I'm trying to put all these feelings into art (including blog) so I can feel better :)

Wednesday, 24 May 2017

(This person still trying to keep moving on and looking for inspiration)

Lately, I haven't liked the photos I take or I don't photograph at all and I don't like when this happens. I'm trying to going back to photograph things around me but it's hard when you don't even remember to take your phone off your pocket  *nervous laugh I haven't even updated my instagram account that much. But I have other "projects" at the moment.
I'm having a Digital Art Lab class this semester and we use Photoshop a lot. So I'm not completly still and lazy at home. Particularly, I'm loving doing digital collage, then my focus is on it right now. We, also, had to create a site to post our works (if you want to check my mine, it's here). As we can see, I'm working on something, at least, and I'm keeping my schedule of a drawing per week and working on my journals too :)

Hope you all are having a good week, xox

Saturday, 15 April 2017

Trying to keep going

It's been awhile since I really want to post something but have nothing to say. I'm having some trouble to keep going, my inspiration is nowhere to be found, I don't like the few works I've done and I'm having trouble to finish things, even the ones I like. But I'm still looking for better days to come. My aunt has been travelling to visit some relatives so I have all the house for myself. Not much different from week days but I like it. I like to stay on my own, doing things on my way. I just don't like that I do nothing more than watch series and eat (even though I haven't really eaten that much lately). Forcing myself to post this is one of my efforts to keep going, to not abandon it all. But I have good things to be thankful for: my friends, being able to be alone all the weekend, going out for coffee sometimes, the cloudy weather. I hope I get better soon and don't forget to smile.

And I hope you're having a good weekend, week, month and nice people around you :)